“Lu kenal Yasmin Ahmad?” Aziz Japari tanya gua.
“Kenal. Gua suka iklan hari raya dia,” kata gua.
“Dia masuk ICU. Katanya kritikal,” kata Aziz Japari.
“Betul ke?” gua tanya.
“Lu tinggal mana? Dalam gua kat Batu Caves ke? Semua orang dah tahu,” kata Aziz Japari bernada kutukan kat gua.
*pause*
“Tapi, kalaulah dikatakan Yasmin itu tak panjang usianya, gua tak tak apa kesudahannya nanti,” kata Aziz japari.
“Gua tak faham la,” kata gua.
“Lu tahu ke, Yasmin tu sebenarnya lelaki,” kata Aziz Japari.
“Bro, lu biar betul,” kata gua. Mata gua bulat ke arah lubang hidung Aziz Japari.
“Dulu Yasmin pernah masuk Bintang RTM. Tahun 75. Abang gua yang bagi tau. Suaranya jantan habis. Rambut ketak-ketak paras bahu. Nama dia Zulkifli Ahmad” panjang lebar Aziz Japari bercerita.
Gua tak boleh nak kata apa-apa.
*ending*
Gua harap, Yasmin Ahmad dan Zulkifli Ahmad adalah dua manusia yang berbeza. Gua harap Yasmin itu perempuan. Perempuan sejati.
Doa sejahtera untuk Yasmin Ahmad.
Nota tumit kaki : gua pernah sembang-sembang dengan yasmin ahmad masa pekena teh tarik di sri hartamas. kak min memang sempoi.
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ReplyDeletedia tu khunsa. Jadi, Khunsa rasanya berhak untuk memilih mana satu arah (dalam konteks ni la). DUlu zaman Nabi pun ada kes cam ni, nak tentukan mana satu arah hidup jantina (khunsa saja) adalah melalui kecenderungan.
rusuk?
kemaluan?
sifat-sifat lain?
kalau yasmin ahmad itu lelaki pun, mungkin dia memilih kecendurungan pmpuannya. Jadi, tak salah kan?
khunsa ni ada 2 alat jantina. ada yang ada alat wanita, ada alat lelaki tapi tak ada rahim. begitu juga sebaliknya.
Mas,
ReplyDeleteselama hari ini saya memang tak tahu akan cerita-cerita tersebut. masa gua sembang2 dengan dia dulu pun, gua tak nampak akan kekeliruan (kalau adalah) jantina. Gua nampak yang bersembang dengan gua ialah seorang perempuan sejati. Tak nampak ciri-ciri kelakian. Tapi ada yang beria-ia memberitahu gua, yg dia ni dulu sememangnya lelaki sejati. Tapi gua harap, yang memberitahu gua itu, silap.
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